Collapse or just go find some shoes?

Sent the latest draft to the agent this afternoon. 

Okay: first, there's a draft. Finished. 
And second: an agent?! 

Never mind the auto-heave reaction of my guts and how my brain currently riddled with buzzing nanobots of doubt. Forget that. 
And also let's try to forget anything I said this month that started with, "I don't mean to be defensive, but..." 

Brag-complain:
to appear to complain while actually bragging. Also, when someone attempts to brag about an aspect of her life which is, in fact, undeniably awesome.  
(from The Urban Dictionary http://www.urbandictionary.com)

So now, back to my other life.... 
Which means unpacking books, packing clothes, and trying to remember how to sail a Lightning.